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[Sep. 25th, 2005|10:41 pm] |
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you ever get that feeling that you're not really controlling your body and its just going, but your mind is somewhere else?
everything's so surreal right now.
yeah, i wish things would go back to where they were two years ago. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2005|12:14 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the strokes | ] |
why is it that when someone looks to you, you turn away, but the second you turn to them, they turn away. you never want what you can have, and always want what you cant have.
hmmm...
chicago was great. it was good to get away from things here, and it reminded me of college life. hopefully it will be a lot like it was there. ive got way too many things on my mind to write down, so maybe ill update later. |
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[May. 6th, 2005|01:38 pm] |
AFTER-PROM-PARTY!!!
MY PLACE...4428 CAMERON OAKS DRIVE 28211
12:15ish- MORNING
DRINKS ARE WELCOME
(704)957-6847 MY CELL.
if parents need to talk to my parents call my cell first and warn me
the house number to get in touch with them is (704)364-9191 |
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[Mar. 24th, 2005|08:07 pm] |
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| |  frustrated | ] |
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| | hows it gonna be- 3. e.b. | ] |
fuck....
im so sick of being such a disappointment. im sick of being told to be disappointed in myself. im tired of never being heard or believed. nothing i say seems valid . im so sick of those hour long conversations about my future every night. im sick of being nothing; the unfixable, unanticipated, hopeless mistake. im tired of them knowing nothing about me as a person, but judging me by whats written paper. im tired of being told the problem, but no clue about how to fix it. im tired of being the problem.
but most of all, im sick of being treated like im nothing, like a child that has no clue or say about my future.
all i can say is, one more year and im out, and hopefully i wont ever have to look back. :\ |
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[Feb. 20th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
 | You scored as Ecstacy. Love, sex, parties, and DANCING! Just be wary of your mood coming down! www.dancesafe.org
Ecstacy | | 69% | Marijuana | | 63% | Alcohol | | 63% | Inhalents | | 63% | Mushrooms | | 50% | Cocaine | | 44% | None! | | 38% | </td>
What's your ideal drug?
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[Feb. 12th, 2005|03:41 pm] |
 | You scored as Carrot Orange. You are carrot orange. You are different and a little bit strange. Your style is your own and you don\'t like to follow the mainstream.
Hot Pink | | 100% | Lime Green | | 100% | Blood Red | | 100% | Carrot Orange | | 100% | Pure White | | 88% | Turqoise | | 88% | Bright Yellow | | 88% | Royal Violet | | 75% | Jet Black | | 63% | Gloomy Grey | | 25% | </td>
Which Crayon Color Are Youu??
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[Feb. 4th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
<td>You are a sock.
You are a cozy, fuzzy, warm-hearted person. A lot of your friends describe you as a hopeless romantic. You fall for the opposite sex very easily. But be careful, because usually you don't know what you are getting into, and because you are very sensitive, you can get hurt... especially in early relationships. Also, don't exclude the cold-hearted from your "want-list", because they just might be looking for a kind person to warm up their heart.... or a sock to warm up their feet.
Most compatible with: Toilet Paper.
Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
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[Feb. 2nd, 2005|06:04 pm] |
HAPPYBIRFDAYHAPPYBIRFDAYHAPPYBIRFDAYHAPPYBIRFDAY!
will i love you more than i ever thought possible. thanks for standing by side through everything...literally. and definitely bringing out the weirdness in me. happy birfday :D
p.s. i have your balloons.
oh and today is the last time im going to get to see my brother for the next 11 months, im going to miss him like all hell. buts its been a great day so far. |
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